Monday, April 02, 2007

At times like these

At times like these
Only the memories make you want to move foward
Only tiredness keeps you awake at all times of the night.

*Mental notes* gahh..denise, you realise you always emo right before exams? perfect timing girl *slaps self* (softly la of course)

At times like these
I tell myself i can get through this
I tell myself i've been alright so far and so the remaining days will alright as well
I tell myself i will get through this
At times like these
I refuse to get through it.

"LORD You seem so far away a million miles or more it seems today. And though i havent lost my faith, i must confess right now that it's hard for me to face. But i dont know what to say, and i dont know where to start"

It's ironic that the song i am supposed present this coming weekend speaks so much about my life at the current moment.
Lord i know that i am not alone. I know You never left me because Your love, speaks for itself. But it still hurts, and i still find myself questioning. Lord, i dont want to keep wondering anymore, give me peace. Amen.

1 comment:

Jens said...

at times it's sometimes hard to get over something that has been a part of your life though how short the period might be...

simply because what has came into you touched your heart and you just find it hard to get over with...

for me i'm also emo... i missed having carefree days with my f6 friends back in school.. i've shed tears at times.. even now so to say... i still do cuz as you said, i REFUSED to get thru it... i still cling on tightly to them cuz they made me feel like ME.. the jen lye that i am...

but in the end, we just have to pick up the scraps and pieces of what's left and keep it safe in your heart so when you grow up, at least you've known that you have had a wonderful time of your life, though how short it may be...

it's difficult, cuz i felt difficult, and i know it's difficult but just focus on your exam this fri ok?

-jens-