Oh puhhlez

It is always a case of putting too high an expectation on things.

The moment you plan, the moment you hope, the moment you look foward to something, it all crumbles at you're feet.

I have thus concluded people should not think, they should just be creatures of the moment, and do whatever they like whenever they like because you never know when some selfish inconsiderate prick is going to stomp his/her big foot in you're way.
"Cant they SEE what they are doing?", you ask me. I really dont know, why dont you tell me.

People tell me i live in my own world, seeing only what i want to see, which is a great way of setting yourself up to fall flat on your face. in the mud. with legs in the air. arms waiving. wearing your best skirt. then it starts to rain. *muffle muffle*
yea you get my drift.

A merry bah humbug to you too.

Ordinary

This week we were watching some preparation for a friend's wedding at church, when they played this song: "Ordinary Miracle"by Sarah McLachlan.
I remember hearing it after one of the recent movies, but thats the thing about hearing songs at the movies, i find a song i like but never stay long enough into the credits to look out for the title, either that or i memorize the wrong song title.
Anyways I loved this song very much! Didn't mean to steal the soon bride-to-be's song =p But i liked it so much i wanted to keep it here, in case i forget it again...

Ordinary Miracle

It's not that unusual
When everything is beautiful
It's just another
Ordinary miracle today

The sky knows when it's time to snow
Don't need to teach a seed to grow
It's just another
Ordinary miracle today

Life is like a gift, they say
Wrapped up for you everyday
Open up, and find a way
To give some of your own

Isn't remarkable?
Like every time a raindrop falls
It's just another
Ordinary miracle today

The birds in winter have their fling
And always make it home by spring
It's just another
Ordinary miracle today

When you wake up everyday
Please don't throw your dreams away
Hold them close to your heart
'Cause we are all a part

Of the ordinary miracle

Ordinary miracle

Do you want to see a miracle

It seems so exceptional
That things just turn out after all
It's just another
Ordinary miracle today

The sun comes out and shines some bright
And disappears again at night
It's just another
Ordinary miracle today

It's just another
Ordinary miracle today

Dont you think it is so true? No matter how much we whine and complain, no matter how many bad turns and mistakes we repeatedly get ourselves into, at the end of the day our very existence is a miracle.

I've come to realize my life is such a delicate balance, every cut i pulled through, every fall i broke down, and every true friend that has ever walked into my life, sustained me and made me who i am today.

I am the privileged one to be where i am, receive what i have received, i certainly didn't and still don't deserve all this, but it happened to me nonetheless, i was blessed nonetheless.
That is why everyday is a new miracle, not because of great triumphs or winnings, but simply because it "is".

Escapism

Here is the deal:
15th dec: Family med Long OSCE + Short OSCE (exam duh~)
17th dec: Family med MCQ, Internal med MCQ (exam DUH~~)
19th dec: Report deadlines
20th dec: Christmas play/makan/church
23rd dec: LESLEY COMING HOMEEE
25th dec: DUH need to tell you meh?

Christmas cepatlah sikit
ish... Malaysian timing sucks

back to the books
@#*($&#@($

The pictures are here!

Ladies and gentlemen,

Boys and girls of all ages,

I present to you the 8th wonder of the world:

The World's Smallest Room!

cue: *oOOOooh Aaaaah*

The storage space that has no boundaries. Ppl can see my baju wei!

Famous pink hall!

*ahem* do you notice Something branded in that basket? =p

Erm...yaar i sleep next to my toilet...

Please don't kill me Ade! no place for the bed ady, i had no choice!

two alarm clock.

One by the bedside, one in the bathroom.

Am proud to announce i have not been late for any class to date!

My favourate piece of furniture!

My 2nd favourate piece of furniture!

Aiyo took so long to upload and organize the pics!

No time for the captions ler!

Next time k!

My room so nice!

My room so nice!

My room so nice!

1st day of the last month.

Yea when i heard that line on the radio today, the hairs on the back of my neck stood up like little ballerinas.
Time is passing so fast.

This was screened at church yesterday:


Haha if its true what the pastor is saying, i think i have a male's brain.
The rule is that the boxes must never touch. And i have a very large "nothing box".
That's why i can play games like "pac man", "chuzzle duzzle", and "bricks" for hours on end.

Soundtrack of my week:

Little darling, the smiles returning to the faces
Little darling, it seems like years since it's been here
Here comes the sun
Here comes the sun, and I say
It's all right

"Here Comes The Sun", The Beatles.

Battle cry of my soul:

Ka-wa-baaaAAAaanga!