Stupid love songs

Can proudly say that I've reclaimed the library as my second home now. At least it is, if i can wake up in the morning lar, or else its just my home for the afternoons and nights. I've lost count of the days now, it just becomes routine to wake up, eat, go library, study, eat, go home ,sleep. File after file, notes after notes. But i'm not complaining too much, at least this time round there is great company the help me drag myself day after day. There is just something comforting in the knowledge that there are others going through the same shite as you. Suppresses the panic because you know that if you loose it, someone on the other side will kick your butt back in shape for you =)

I listen to allot of slow songs when i study. And most slow songs are love songs.
(Actually come to think about it, most songs are love songs, or songs about the lack thereof)

I usually like lovey dovey songs, but today i feel like a grouch. Like Oscar the Grouch from Sesame Street.The green thing that sits in the dustbin outside Big Bird's apartment. His job in the show is just to be miserable, grouchy and scold everyone *chomp*

Anyways.

You know in those little love songs, those oh-so-romantic ones when you fall in love with a stranger.

It begins by sitting beside her on a train, or brushing against her arm exiting a french cafe, or maybe just spotting her across a busy road. Then it continues with words describing her beauty, how she captures the light and seem to have an air about her. Now we reach the chorus, by now you are planning your whole future, her as you inspiration. The things you will see together, the days you would spend, the places you would visit gradually with every line seem so real so possible.

Nice songs. Good for studying in the library, gives you the feeling at least others are living adventures beyond the grey walls.

But what they dont sing about is how later, after the last verse you become a shrunken chicken and never say the things you so boldly declared 3minutes ago. Give it another 10 minutes or so, you spot her with a dark suited guy, your heart is broken. For about a half an hour. Then you're busy falling in love with the next stranger who walks with 2 legs.

Humans can be pigs.

Why i so like that ah? Why i wanna burst other people's bubble?
People out there wanna listen to nice sweet love songs let them lar, why i must kacau?
I also dont know. I need to watch some comedy.
Yes, some Liang Po Po would be good.