Lucky

I am no poet, no writer or songs

But I am a lucky girl; that I knew all along!

Fly Away

"When will you be home?" she asks. As we watch the planes take off. We both know we have no clear answer to where my dreams may lead. She's watched me as I crawled and stumbled. As a child, she was my world. And now to let me go, I know she bleeds. And yet she says to me. You can fly so high. Keep your gaze upon the sky. I'll be prayin every step along the way. Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart. I love you too much to make you stay. Baby, fly away. Autumn leaves fell into spring time and silver painted hair. Daddy called one evening saying "We need you. Please come back". When I saw her lying in her bed. Fragile as a child. Pale just like an angel taking flight. I held her as I cried. You can fly so high. Keep your gaze upon the sky. I'll be prayin every step along the way. Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart. I love you too much to make you stay. Baby fly away. I love you too much to make you stay. Baby fly away.

Spinning around in dizzy loops

Discovering a hidden fountain,

I'd never been this close to little wonders

Waiting patiently on the last rays of day,

I'd never noticed how the world is painted over

Idling down the glassy river,

I'd never imagined so many shades of green.

Spinning around in dizzy loops,

I love you more and more for you are my constant.

We cherish our little wonders, paint our sunsets, and dream in shades the world no longer cares to see.

Chronic ITP

Today I sat for supposedly the last exam I should ever take as an undergraduate.

5 years of learning and many more to come *phew*

Will they allow me to pass?

Though I feel there is so much more for me to know/be/do.

I guess it will always be a balance of self scrutiny and giving yourself credit for achievements made?

I want to graduate. But I also want to be blardddy good when I do so =p

Darn it...promised myself to loose weight (exercise of course, i don't plan on reducing food intake man) if i pass. That was premature of me...WHAT ABOUT HOLIDAY BINGING!!!!

Would not trade this for anything

Somethings shouldn't be done before a portfolio due date; like watching a movie.

Then again some things need to be done before a portfolio due date; like watching "Forrest Gump".

Merry Christmas

" I see it as a strengthened heart, not a weakened one"

Is toDAY the DAY?

It was the morning of my convocation:

I had forgot to tell my parents I was going to be convocated (??!? not a real word)

I was in pajamas, couldn't find the formal dress I planned to wear

I was pretty sure I wasn't going to get a bouquet because again parents were not prepared

I was late

BUT I WAS AS HAPPY AS HAPPY CAN BE!!!!!

This sense of completion. A 6+5+2+5 = 18year long task.

"I did it?.....wow"

Nothing could spoil my day man, not people, not dresses, not flowers.

I. w.a.s. g.r.a.d.u.a.t.i.n.g!!! ......wow

Alas as I got into the car, a part of me already knew this was just a dream and I was going to wake up soon. And just as predicted I woke to the sound of the alarm...

Good morning 6.30am..Good morning paperwork.. Good morning another day as a student..

But a good morning nonetheless because I'm on my way there =)

Eeeeeeeeeek this is exciting! I really really want to make it!

Will have to remember to give the parents earlier notification before the real one though =p